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i'm sitting here cleaning up my room, packing up everything that i'm going to be taking with me to the city, and it terrifies me. everything i'm used to will change. today is the end of my current life, and the beginning of a totally different life. someone else's life. i'm moving so slowly today, because every little thing i move feels like torture. this is something i'm doing because my life requires it, but at the same time i dont want it at all. i like my life how it is. i'm comfortable. i have my couple friends, my beautiful girlfriend, and thats all i need. now in a matter of hours i'm going to be thrown into a new life, new surroundings, new people, new rules, new responsibilities, new problems. i'm going to have to figure everything out again. i dont feel like i'm ready, and i probably never will be. i'm not good with change, and now i'm going to change everything i ever knew.

-me
 
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