x
pulseflatline
i dont know what im supposed to say
when your opinion and mine exist in a way
in which their polar opposition makes them mutually exclusive
and a middle ground compromise solution is 100% elusive
and i cant stop thinking about things i dont want to think about
and i know i ruin everything around me
and im sorry that my mere existance pushes everyone away
and my ideals tend to keep things that way
and i know youre trying to help
but its just part of what i cant do anything about
and im so full of anger that i feel like putting my fist through my screen
but that wont help anything
and all i can think about is that scene
from event horizon, and sam neill is scratching his eyeballs out with his fingers
pulling at his skin, to let the torturous pain out
well, i cant do that
but if i could im sure i would
and i know im just rambling
but whatever
fuck it all


-salamander
 
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